Debut Novel Out Now


“My parents met at a hospital for so called crazy people. Then, when I was six, Mother killed herself. It wasn’t in the normal way. The truth was so ugly that protecting me was the kindest option. The only option. Compassionate Omission. A sympathetic lie. Had I known how sick my mother was, I would’ve understood all along. This book is about my family, in hopes that other struggling families will have a better outcome.”

A mother’s violent death. A daughter’s search for answers in small town America.

Left an orphan in 1976 at six years old, Kandace DeLain Davis grew up in Crossville, Illinois at her grandparents’ kitschy roadside motor lodge. Seven years earlier, at the Anna State Hospital, Davis’s mother, Mary Ellen Stein, had met her father at what was once known as The Illinois Southern Hospital for the Insane, after suffering from mental illness and addiction most of her adult life. When Mary Ellen was found dead in 1976 with a knife protruding from her chest, her family believed it must be suicide. Fast forward to 2015 when Davis discovered a tiny article from her local small town newspaper, dated not long after her mother’s death, and Davis feared she may not have the full story. This newspaper clipping took her on a four-year journey, navigating through court documents and records of her mother’s over one hundred hospitalizations, as she searched for the truth about her mother’s death. Was this a case of suicide, or was she murdered?

In Out of the Night That Covers Me, Davis narrates her family’s history and details her investigation into the years, months, weeks, and days leading to her mother’s last day. Not only does Davis reveal stories of her mother’s life, but she also lovingly shares anecdotes from the life of her grandmother, Faire DeLain Stein. Faire was a woman who made boundless sacrifices to protect the innocent victims of her husband Alvin’s tyrannical behavior and Mary Ellen’s mental illness. Davis includes letters, diary entries, photos, court transcripts, and re-enactments, and these cherished heirlooms tell a heartbreaking but triumphant story. The author interweaves her present day quest for answers with the pivotal events of her family’s early years and her youth in small town America.

This multi-generational family drama examines the decades-long domino effect of unhealthy choices of previous generations and the inherited heartache. However, surprising to readers, they will feel the enduring love of these three generations and realize how much we still have left to learn about mental illness. While Davis searches through her family’s history, we take a front row seat to Midwest life from the Roaring Twenties through the sixties and seventies.

The Stein family story speaks to the global issues of rising suicide rates, struggles to overcome addiction, and the continued poor treatment of the mentally ill. In contrast, on Davis’s path of discovery, themes of friendship, love, and survival shine through as her loved ones and much of her family support her search. Most of all, the author’s investigation of her family’s tragedy in southern Illinois leads readers to a surprise ending where Davis learns that actually…

The truth can set us free.

Mental illness is a disease that endures quietly and suffers in isolation. It is the voices of those who are willing to share their stories of survival who enlighten us and give us hope. Kandace vulnerably shares the influence of these events on her life as an orphaned child. It is a must-read for anyone who loves someone with mental illness.

— Patty Morrow, M.A., L.P.C., Vice President of Behavioral Health, Mercy Healthcare Missouri

Are some childhood memories better left forgotten? Kandace Davis believed otherwise when she embarked on a five-year odyssey to solve the mystery behind her mother’s painful, shocking death. The result is a searing, soul-baring yet heartwarming work detailing a mother’s efforts to heal and a heroic grandmother who never gave up. "

Steve Sanders, Anchor, WGN News, Chicago



About Kandace

Kandace Davis is a Saint Louis based writer, culinary professional. Her debut novel was released in August of 2023 and quickly reached #1 in Midwest Releases on Amazon.

She is the chef and founder of the award-winning Saint Louis food company Cha Cha Chow. The company was thrice named by The Daily Meal, NYC, as one of the top food trucks in America. Kandace and Cha Cha Chow have been featured in the St. Louis Business Journal, Sauce Magazine, Feast Magazine, and “Show Me Saint Louis”. 

Kandace stepped down from Cha Cha Chow in 2018, freeing up her days to work on a book she had long wanted to write. She and her wife Lisa enjoy hosting friends and family on the patio, hitting their favorite restaurants, watching the Cardinals and Blues, hiking, traveling, and watching Downton Abbey for the millionth time.

Contact Info:

Kandaced1969@icloud.com.